Hope…


Photo by my dad.

I hate New Year’s. There, I said it. I really do. It is a very arbitrary point in time that someone picked to say “this is when we begin counting the new calendar”. I am not a night owl either, so the idea of staying up until 12am to say “whoohoo it’s a new year” doesn’t appeal to me. Even if it were possible, which it isn’t.

I also hate resolutions. No, that isn’t true. I hate resolving once a year to a bunch of unrealistic ideals. It probably works for some people, but I find that it is better for me to make it an ongoing process and a more positively focused process.

All that being said, because the winter solstice has come, and we have a blue moon for the new year, it is a good time to reflect on how my life is right now, and to launch into the universe my hopes for the near future. Rather than make resolutions to fix things or do things differently, better, whatever, I want to make a list of Hope.

Top of the list is hope for the Bob to experience professional success. Whether that means his real estate ventures becoming a realistic method of earning income and being successful, or finding a software engineer position, or something else entirely, I am hopeful for him to experience success.

I hope to see a relatively uneventful resolution to the “I can’t really talk about it” work issue for me.

I would like to visit someplace abroad. Like Ireland, England, Scotland and Wales. They are a bit of motherland for me, on both sides of my family, and I would like to visit all of them. Or just one of them. It would be great if it could happen this next calendar year, but I will be happy if it happens within 5 years. See hope number 1.

I hope for continued health for myself and my family, immediate and extended.

I hope for a complete lack of home repair issues. Other than getting the trim painted on the outside of the house this year. It really needs it.

I hope to continue to learn from Cooper, as he grows and learns and allows me to see the world brand new through his eyes, heart and mind.

I hope to read a book from cover to cover in less than 5 months. I LOVE reading, but have found it hard to maintain the focus to finish a book, what with all the dancing and pretend train rides and puzzle doing, playdough playing and drawing I am required to participate in these days. Meh, I will have plenty of time to read when I am the mother of a teenager.

I hope to find a creative spark in my work. I feel I could be better at it, more inspired. I realize that yes, I am talking about financial aid, but still, it has potential!

I hope to bake more pies. I baked that one, and haven’t tried again, other than with prebaked crust. I love pie. I should have it in my life more often.

I hope that everyone finds one thing to be hopeful for in 2010, and that they achieve it. Here is to a hopeful and joyful new year.

Update: Because I don’t know what the hell I am doing, I posted this with an old date on it, when I began writing it. Now I have reposted it with todays date. So if you see this more than once, so sorry. Happy New Year!

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3 responses to “Hope…

  1. "And we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance character, and character hope. And we know that hope doesn't disappoint us."

  2. Oh, this post is so absolutely lovely and tender. For the first time in many years, I think, I am blogging about goals for the new year. I've always seen resolutions as making goals at some arbitrary point in time ridiculous. But, really, it's feeling fresh and hopeful to me this year. By the way, making more pies is THE BEST resolution that I've seen so far this season. I love it. Kudos to you and merry new year!

  3. A great list, to be sure…I generally think about goals and hopes in September, which is more the start of a new year for me.

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